it seeps into me overtime.
sinks into my skin and heads straight to my heart so it can claw its way deeper and deeper making sure it can never leave.
no amount of surgery will make it go away. it's my dna now.
slowly it infects all aspects of me, then one day i'm no longer me. i'm gone, i no longer exist, just like i wanted.
i prayed for my existence to end, my body becomes cold. even my 97-year-old great grandmother's hands are warmer than my own.
my eyes become sunken in, my skin starts shedding, cheekbones prevail and i decompose.
all my prayers and wishes come true. my organs are taken away just my bones remain.
i become forgotten over time, name wiped clean, as i lay in my forever grave.