this is where i'm going to be talking about holly madisons book 'down the rabbit hole' i started reading it a few weeks ago but only like the first 5 pages. i'm on page 98 now! it's about 300 pages i think. it's a memoir about hollys life as a former playboy bunny. she talks about how she was introduced to playboy and how she ended up becoming hugh hefners girlfriend. it's actually quite a sad book. she suffered a lot and i'm glad she got out. right now im on chapter 5, she became hefs main girlfriend and is talking about how the other girlfriends don't treat her very well. they steal her clothes and just treat her awfully. it makes me quite sad. she moved into the mansion because she became homeless. the idea of living there sounds nice but it's not. i'm also watching the show she was in called 'the girls next door' which was a reality tv show about her and the 2 other girlfriends who were with hef at the time. it shows what they do in a day just stuff like that. watching it does make me a bit uncomfortable because it all seems so perfect but knowing what really happened behind the scenes just ruins it.