it consumes me. every part of my being. my body, my mind, my soul.
it's all under control of something that is not me. i no longer possess control over this thing i inhabit.
this pain is too much to bare. it rips me apart from the inside out.
i start crying hysterically and throwing up then scabs start to form all over me.
it takes over and theres no going back. it is far too late now. all hope is lost.
i either have to end it now or continue to suffer under its never ending torment.