it's happening again, i'm getting pissed at the littlest things. especially with him.
i hate it, i thought i had this under control but i guess i don't.
i told him i'm gonna take a eariler train so we will have more time together and he liked that idea but now he doesn't.
i know people are allowed to change their mind it just makes me upset sometimes.
i really hate change. i especially hate when my routine is fucked up. totally ruins my day.
it smells so fucking bad here. i'm just in a bad mood.