23/10/2024 1:19pm sometimes i really believe i'll be alone forever. no one will ever truly stay with me forever or even love me. this guy thought he really liked me but he doesn't. he says its because he knows nothing about me, which is true. we only talk about how much we want to fuck each other. it's nice that someone likes me sexually i guess. but i am getting tired of being jerk off material. i want to be more than my body. i want to be liked for me for my personality, not just my ass. thats really the only reason guys like me. my apperance, but they dont actually like me. how can they? they don't know anything about me. they don't know how truly fucked up i am. they don't know all the shit i've been through. to them i'm just a pretty girl. i'm scared. i really am. i get so hopeless while thinking about romance. every time i think i have something real it fades away. i really want this to workout with him. he makes me happy.