i just want to be left alone forever and ever. i am so done with everyone around me. they all piss me the fuck off. i hate how they all view me, it feels like they just look down on me as if i'm some stupid fuck. my dad won't let me stay out later than 9:30 i feel fucking trapped in here. i'm a fucking adult!! i'm 18 yet i have no freedom. i know it's just my period doing this its fucking up my emotions, i hate it. every single thing fills me with such rage like a rage that never goes away, it consumes me, eats me whole. i feel so disconnected from my brain, i can't control anything. i just want this to all end, everything. i say i'm happy but truly i'm not i feel like fucking shit. oh well