me and him broke up. we actually broke up on saturday i've just been too lazy to write an entry lol. i was really upset on that day but i feel a lot better now. it was a mutual break up i would say, he wanted to break up because i am too insane and i wanted to break up because he didn't love me back. i think i've been moving on pretty well. i do miss him sometimes but never enough to go back to him. i had a failed hookup on monday, the guy got soft so we didnt have sex. i just gave him head. it was a total waste of my time. i don't want another relationship for a while. they totally ruin my mental state. ever since me n him broke up i haven't had as many intrustive thoughts!! i'm staying home from school because i feel sick, i'm not sure why, i thought it was because of mu period but idk. oh well.