8:21 pm sorry i haven’t written in a while ! too lazy lol. i've been spending my time watching lucky star and hanging out with friends :3 i didn't go to school today cuz i got cramps :( they hurt so so bad owww i hate having a period. i did go to co-op tho! my one coworker said i look ill and so did a customer haha. i feel lonely rn so instead of texting my abuser (bad bad idea ik) i'm gonna be writing on here instead. my abuser called me an attention whore today... idk what his problem is. he sucks anyway, like who spends their free time abusing some girl online?? do u not have anything better to do? pathetic !! i always crave so many foods when i'm not feeling well it's so weird. i had fruitopia today which i haven't had in sooooo long i usually drink diet coke but i felt like something else. i had such a cute outfit planned for today omg i got this cool miss sixty shirt from the thift store on sunday when i went thrifting with my wife!! i always end up buying more things than her.. it embarrases me a bit (￣▽￣) i'm so sleepy aaa. ooh my poems got into my schools newspaper!! lots of people liked them!! i'm glad but also a bit embarrased?? idk it just is crazy that other people beside me and mel and sam and izzy have read it yk?