it feels a bit like normal. my ex said that guys get distant after meeting a girl but will go back to normal in a few days. so yeah i've been speaking to my ex again. we might hangout sometime if i actually end up going to school lol i've been sick so far this week. i hate having my period. i feel so gross and disgusting. i feel like that all the time ngl. all i can think about is his face after what happened. i could tell he was disgusted i mean anyone would be. i definitely was. i was so mortified and still am. i feel so fucking guilty. i know he lost at least a bit of interest. i keep telling myself it isn't my fault and he tells me the same thing everyone does but i just can't shake the fucking feeling.