january 10th 2025

i just don't know what to do anymore. how am i supposed to just live with her?? after everything she's put me through. she is literally threating to disown me when i turn 18. she treats me like fucking shit but i'm the bad one.... shes fucking delusional everyone knows that. if she truly loved me like she said she wouldn't treat me this way. i have no more love or respect for her at all anymore. i will treat her like i do but i fucking don't. she lost my love the day she kicked me out. i'm surprised she hasn't started hitting me yet. she said she would make sure i will never have a childhood like hers but here she is recreating it. i can't believe her this is not how u treat ur ONLY FUCKING CHILD!!!!! without me she has nothing she said that to me. she said she is living for me and if thats true she wouldn't be doing this. she made me fucking relapse.