my cramps are so bad again, i took medication so hopefully they'll go away. i hate seeing my reflection when i don't wanna. god i am so sick. it hurts so so much.
i still feel sick, i hate it. i started working for my online class i haven't done online school in about 5 years so it feels weird. the only reason i am doing an online class is because there was no in person class offered at my school. i am doing grade 12 college chemistry. i think i can succeed. i miss my boyfriend, he's probably calling with his friends or playing video games as usual. i've just been watching twin peaks today and eating peanut butter toast. my stomach is rocky today. i puked 10 times yesterday, it was awful. i'm craving so many foods but i can't eat them all :( i need to clean my room up, its very messy.