december 1st 2024

10:18 am why do i never learn? i keep fucking up over and over.
i try so hard not to but it feels out of my control. he said he's not mad at me but i can tell.
i wish i was better anad not so fucking crazy. i want to be normal. and just have a regular brain, one that doesn't ruin my life.
i really wish this paranoia would just go away entirely. it ruins everything. i ovethink shit like fucking crazy.