first day of the new year!!
i'm getting really worried about him, he still hasn't texted me back and it's already 1 in the afternoon.
i think he's still sleeping but god i get so fucking worried. i'm so scared about the past repeating.
fuck i'm so fucking scared. i love him and if he finds out what i did everything is gonna be ruined forever.
i know he isn't the best person but neither am i thats why we work well.
i need him so bad. i can't live without him, he is my life. if hell exists i live in it. dexter quote i'm watching it rn.
i'm on episode 11. i really hope everything is ok, he kinda got mad at me last night.
the distance is so hard for me and it's even harder that we can't see each other as much as we want to because he doesn't want his mom to become suspicious of us.
she thinks im a lesbian.